Advice to myself

Now,I just need to focus on studies and the rest is not so important to me.When I can improve my studies the achievement,then only I think of the relationships.I don't like to involve in this complicated problems.I don't know why the person who like me not the person I like.It's difficult to find the right one.I do not rush to have a relationship.When it comes,then I will get it.I rather wait for the my Mr.Right to come than choosing the one that I do not love.Focus on studies firs.Lilian,gambateh.

On Tuesday,I was worrying about aome matters that I have to ask my friends' opinions about that.If I accept that person's love that is to become his girlfriend,I will be suffer because I do not hav any feelings to him.So,at last,I have to reject him.Although this will make him heartbreak and sad,but I have to do that.I need to settle this problem as soon as possible.Do not let him to think that I am giving him a chance.I just think him as an ordinary friend no other things.I ask my friend who is his best friend or good friend to help me to give him hints that I have no feeling to him.This is to let him stop this thinking.This is the best solution to this problem.

My feeling and experiences

This few weeks I really want to give up because many things to do.I don't know how to manage them.I felt stress and tired too.I also feel scared about many things but after all hav done I feel better now.I feel happy because I met many new friends when I studying at tarc.We always together at hostel eating,playing,chatting and discussing homework or study.It's my pleasure to have you all as my friends.They will guide me and help me when I have problems in my studies.I also happy that my share group's members and my church friends who is willing to hear my sharing.Eventhough most of the time,I don't know what to say out.

There's one time one of our share group's members invited us to go to Melaka to celebrate his birthday.It's fun and is a enjoyable day.I would like to thank him for inviting me.If not,I will not have chance to go to Melaka eventhough it's just two days one night.

A busy week

Last week,I was busy with tutorial,coursework,assignments and presentations.The assignment that made me feel so difficult is IST.I really hav no idea to do my individual task for my assignment.I did that until late at night.I hav no enough sleep and rest.When I have chance to sleep longer,I slept until 2smthg at noon.I forgot we hav lunch at 12.30p.m.After that,my roommate and I do our stuff then go to church.