28/3/2014

I go to college because want to borrow the tax book to photostat then go back as I have facial appointment in the appointment. I take photo with Diane at library. She study sfm with VJ. I went to find CJ as I'm late. I told him why I'm late. He talk a lot more than me.He can talk while eating.As for me, I cannot talk while eating.So,I just reply him some and response.I know if I talk while eating,I will be slow. I also talk with him la. He told me many things of himself.I don't know whether his coursemate or he told his some friends before. I ask him whether he when he will go back. He told me his dad may fetch him back at 1.30pm. He ask me really want take photo r. I say want r.this is as a memory.He say cincai la.I say should have better photo ma. We go to one place to take photo.I ask him where u going. He say behind canteen 2. The 'pondok' there. I see some chair there then I move to other place.He ask me why u don't like chair.I say very jor ten. I put my bag there and his thing there.He search for the light. I say u have better camera right. He use his samsung phone to take photo of us. When search dao the light,then we stay there and take photo.The first picture I see..my hair a bit messy then he say erm..ok ma..or need to take one more.I say take one more. I arrange my hair first then only take photo. We look.He say ok ba. I say ok la. I told him to send to me..He say on bluetooth.then I on bluetooth and he send to me. He yuan ben want take one more.As he oso want to keep but the photo not so nice. I don't know whether he keep that photo. We chit chat a while. I say next time don't know when can meet. He say can fb.He say he will have trip with his coursemate and diploma friends. Joe call me and ask me to go library. Cj told me to go there ba. I say okla..next time don't know when can see you. he say you so miss me mea. He told me maybe monday or wed will back if nothing to do there will back here early. I say I thought when u exam only will back here. I say bye lo..keep in contact ya. Then, we go off.He went back home to bring those needs thing to home and I went to library.on the way I saw joe and keat soon.Joe call me then I say I thought want to go library. then she told me I thought u want go back dy. I say oh ya..then hw about the paper.She gave back to me and I pay her.Then I say I went back first. Keat soon seems to be don't want me back ,he wants me to teach him RM. CJ told me just those friends who is in contact with him only know his current number. I think I should feel good. CJ if have chance to meet again, then we go hang out together ya. Nice to meet you.

27/3/2014

Today is the last day of having class.After the lecture, we have group photo of AMA for those who come here. Some of us request to take photo with Mr.Soo,Mr.Lam and Mr.Thye. We have take photo with them. My friends too.She took photo with them one by one. I also have take photo with them one by one. In the tax class, they also request to take group photo with Mr.Kumar before they went back. I also just went in to take. I also take with choon wing as he wear formal. Today haven't take photo with CJ so I sms him and tell him. He say if I request,sure can. I sms him whether tomorrow want lunch together and then we take photo.I want take photo with him as a memory photo. He say ok.He busy go out with friends until 2am. I also sleep dy.

Wondering

I'm not sure whether today the Ama dinner I can attend.The dinner start from when and where haven't decide yet. I forgot I have tax repeat class at night.I want go dinner with them. I'm going is actually because of him. I saw some other repeat students or those resit tax also tick going. I hope to sit with him. He is unpredictable. Sometimes good to girl friends,sometimes if his mood not good will not care. Then, I think I'm which type of friend to him. I feel want to ask him. As his friend told me that he saw him on fb but then mine there is as offline. Last time I ask him before, he told me nothing r. Back to normal.It makes me worry him but then it cannot affected my studies. SJ, actually what are you thinking? What is in your mind?I heard from his friend that his mood depends on girlfriend. He ask me some questions about gf before and have answer him. He sometimes will reply but in mad situation.it  I don't like to become your friend that is you can ask me come and ask me go simply without any good reasons. You always go out with your classmates and I have to go the other way. I want take photo with you.At least I can look back when I want to see you when have photo of you.

25/3/2014

We need to safe assign one day before presentation 26/3/2014.So, I went to citc after my class 11am end.Joe ask me not need lunch .I say after finish safe assign,assignment thing only lunch.As it needs to be done before 12pm. VJ call me and ask me about that.I ask him whether can come. I work out some of it first. CM later also came. We work out for the assignment thing. Safeassign result is 1%.I feel good.I don't know why last time my previous groupmate say my work will high plagarism but then I use the website plagarism system doesn't show that. We solve the softcopy problem and print it out in hardcopy.Diane called VJ to lunch together but then because assignment problem so extended.end up Diane came in and we do together . Alicia call me ask me to help her tapau food as she may late for class.because she only come school at 1pm.I told him which food you want she say any dish except ai gua. I told her erm..I'm with Diane, CM and vj here.We are settling the assignment problem as we need to send softcopy to sir and print it out. She say how come didn't tell her.I told her I thought can settle quickly but then now becomes took longer time.She say she will go to school. So, we are solving the assignment.When have something not understand,I ask justice. After settling,we went to lunch paparich the nearest. Justice also went with us. After lunch, alicia and I went to tax class from 1.30-6.30pm. It has been a long day yesterday that I feel tired and sleepy .26/3/2014I didn't go tax class this morning 8-10am. I need to have full energy for the presentation as we rehersal at cc.

26/3/2014

Today is our presentation for the assignment. All of us who present today wear formal.Before our turn to present,we will have rehersal at cc. We go to the place where we present when left few minutes more. There is some changes in time so delay for the presentation. When we reach there,R001 conference room outside.We see two groups there. One of them is eric's group and the other is Pei Wen's group. Guan Ta's group is with his friend they finish present.Alicia take photos with eric,tony,justice and yong khang.I thought of next time ..but then over dy so always like that.I think of later then don't have chance dy. We went for lunch at canteen 2 as our presentation is at 1pm. When almost time,we reach there then take name tag and insert name card.I just want to take photo with someone but already been call to present.No choice lo.
Present first then only take photo. I see SJ's group just reach there. Alicia ask him to help take photo with justice or who ba. I saw he wear purple necktie and dark chocolate formal shirt. I ask him.He exchange his necktie with his friend's neck tie as they told him that is more suit to his shirt. We start present. I think my voice is louder as I saw Mr.Lam is nodding his head.Some part I see my small notepad and look at Mr.Lam.Sometimes I look for the powerpoint slides screen there. I think better than last time. Just I not sure my eye contact,language seems not good. I saw Diane she will move a bit. hui Sin say overall presentation is ok just when say want to pass to the next person will a bit slow.don't know how to say.We have question and answers section. Mr.Lam and Mr.soo ask question so those who know answer their question.While Mr.Thye doesn't have any question.After that, Mr.Lam request to take photo with us using their camera.If some of us want,can use hp camera to take.Like Alicia 's phone to take. He ask who can help to take photo.Open door dy and SJ them they are there. SJ use Alicia's phone help to take photo of us with Mr.Soo,Mr.Lam and Mr.Thye. Kw use  Mr.Lam camera to help take photo with us.Then after that ok dy.We prepare to back and take our things. I sms SJ that I want to take photo with him but he reply me at 3smthg and told me he just saw his phone message and he back dy. He say tomorrow can take photo together since have dinner ma and can wear nicer.I say ok la. Since we wear formal, want to take the formal look.Look smart. He say no.I sweating lea. so ugly. Then ,I say a while.He reply he chat with me later,hang out with his friends.I also not sms him dy. Just now I don't know whether can join them for dinner as they are group 2 and I group 1. I back gk dy as not confirm wan. CM say we wish u here,End up one groupon extra as vj not coming.I say why?he say don't know.I say I thought I saw Calvin wong and Tun wong are asking him to dinner but then he say fail to convince him.He say if I not come they might let all people share.I don't know why I will think of SJ sometimes.Justice told me his character, I feel not good but then don't know why will want to be close friend with him. Yesterday, Alicia told him I have bf dy.I don't know whether he will tell SJ about that.Aiks...I think I have nothing with him la.We are just close friend and good friend.

24/3/2014

This morning I went to college early to book room.As worry no room to book when I reach, so ask the other member to book.I went to find her and lunch with her.While doing that,I suddenly remember that I need to return pendrive to SJ. I sms him and ask him whether they will go lunch or just stay at citc.He told me they lunch dy so will be at citc.When go in citc, they were in the centre I can find him.I told him that I'm at library will only go citc later. So, he say see u later^^.I oso see u later. We reach the room and start do assignment,rather than say  rehersal,we are adjusting assignment part. I went to find his group and him but then so strange can't find him.I sms him.after that,I saw his leader.I went to find him and return pendrive to him while talk a while. All about him is good for me. I continue my part. They oso reach time dy so find somewhere else to sit and do assignment. We also until 3pm only.we oso find somewhere else to rehersal and sit.4pm only go in. I don't know when they go in.When we reach time, we saw the room we book are group 4 ama. They have to come out and we go in.Besides this room,it's SJ their group. My group say paiseh to use projector as they will see. So we less use projector. I saw SJ play tetris.Joking ,play tetris ar. He just smile. We are fan about assignment thing but I think assignment can be solve just the matter of time. Alicia went to ask justice whether want to dinner together and ask me to go with him at taiwan tea house first.She went to buy slice cake for him and help him celebrate birthday. We are chatting. When we talk about something,eric type,desmond type.I ask him u familiar with all you classmate.He say no..he feel afraid for kok wing's gang.I say SJ is which gang.He say their gang lo.I say why afraid.He say don't know. He told me something. He say why SJ will like not online fb for some time.He can see him online.I told him I also had appear offline.He say SJ told him that he avoid someone. I think like he refer to me.because always find him fb chat.He told me SJ is person like not stable.sometimes good with girl,sometimes not good with girl.when the girl find him,his mood good so will entertain her.When mood not good,will not care. I hear like so strange.not stable. After I heard that, I feel somehow sad and not feeling good.Will feel mad too. I think of then why recently you chat with me.I find u chat,u will chat with me.That time u yourself invite me whether can accompany him go out buy thing. You told me a lot of things but I don't know whether it's true. U will reply my sms when I sms to you sometimes. Argh....What's wrong with you?Are you being hurt by the previous girl friend who seems to be not bother you?You ask me all those things too.I feel is it I being fooled around.You treat me well but then I heard from friend that you like this to me before.I ask you whether I fan.You say no.Why can't you tell me?What should I response to you when I heard this from your friend?

23/3/2014

He asks me whether can come wangsa eat together then accompany him to go jusco buy tie and belt for the presentation.I say ok.So,after ready,I went to wait bus and go on metro.In bus,I saw Valentine then I sit beside him since know.We talk a while.SJ told me that he will come out 5-10minutes later bcz the bus will go from gk then have over tbr there.Valentine went to utar library study. I still in bus,think out maybe SJ can same bus with me.When he sms me ask the bus reach where dy.I say reach food stall there le.He say he haven't come out yet.If I at bus straight wangsa first, we meet there.after few minutes.I sms him I reach dy.I say I will wait him at lrt there.He say he miss the bus le need wait again.He say sori r,spare me some time.I say nvmla.I see what can I do.I walk walk there.see here see there.when I reach lrt,I saw familiar shirt,then I think of isit her.When I see clearly,it is her.It's Yogurt and Orlanda. I think of luckily SJ haven't reach yet,if nt let them see I with him,they will talk what again.I feel boring so I bought candy. wait wait xia.He called me,but I ddin't see that,when I see that become miss call.He call me again and I received.He ask me where am I.I told him I at lrt station there near my news.com shop there.He ask me go down.I go down only see him behind.I told him ayo why u are here.I thought is lrt there.He say he walk down from the bus after the bus go far than the lrt station. Then,we walk and talk.I say so where we are eating.He ask me don't mind eat mee .I say ya.I say ai mian zi.ya. So,we go there.While walking,it's hot.I want to open my umbrella but my umbrella have some problem can't open.End up walk under the hot sun.I walk faster as it's hot. When reach there, we order food and I ask want order drink?he say yea.I say the drink seems to be big for me.he say nvm..share with you.Then I ask him want drink what.He order green apple ice blended.So,we give the order to the waiter then wait for food.While waiting,we are talking and he told me that the candy crush has new way of playing.I say huh..He reach 500smthg level,it becomes can switch to left and right.He let me play.He is gentle. He say he pay bill first as he doesn't have small change. I say ok.I will pay u later. So,we walk back to wangsa. It's hot.I walk faster.He ask why I walk fast.Is it hot?I say ya. We reach there,it's not cold.The air conditioner don't know why not cold. We walk around and search for his tie and belt. He hand over my shoulder sometimes then touch my hair.He say my hair burn.not burn la..just because hot.so like that. I don't know whether he have touch my face or not.I forgot. He let me to help him take bag.He wants to hang his bag on my necks.I take it and put my side.I help him take as he wants to choose the necktie and belt.We are like playing around. I just few times I will small small beat his shoulder.not pain de.After finish dy,he pay bill.We walk a while. After think nthg dy, so go back. We walk back to the bus stop.He will go back tbr and I back gk. He ask me whether regret go out with him.I say no la..just today hot and jusco don't know why air conditioner not cold.When I reach home, I change clothes and put my things.I saw my phone blinking and he fb message me back dy.I use labtop to reply him.ya,just reach home. We chat for sometimes but then when 5smthg he last message me I reply.I see didn't come out that it is seen by..He gt fb a while but then not see.Then after no fb dy.No reply.I also..like that.do my thing.I think is he sleeping or go out eat or find friends ask whether assignment gt anything to. I feel happy to go out with you. when u reach tbr near your staying house, you went down and look back at me.I can only smile.not sure whether u see.Sj told me that if nthg to do or what,u can come and find me.I say ok.Nice to be with you.We have talk a lot of things.
I don't know whether you have tell your other friends these things.I saw u have 2 posts.I don't know they reflects what.I didn't ask u.Isit u see what I reply so u just see through at notification and didn't go in to reply. You don't like my reply.Don't know la.Can't always think of you.I need to do my presentation slides. Hope next time can go out with you. I don't think you like me.As we are only friends.Not the special friends.

19/3/2014

We have say dy lunch together. I sms him by 11am.He say wake up by u.I say sori o,I thought u not awake by any sound when u sleep nice. He say anything,I ask whether he remember that yesterday say want lunch together. He say ya.u hungry jor? I say abit but then I think 12smthg eat is better.He ask me where I am.I say I'm at citc.He ask me finish school jor? at citc discussion or?I say I printing ques and oso do some assignment part.He say u want eat tbr r?I say anywhere.u decide oso can. He reply me I later go citc find u..yesterday eat smthg bad.now prepare first.I say ok..take your time. He call me when he reach and ask me to go out.I take my things and put in bags .He told me want eat at college.canteen 1.left 2 weeks only.later will not eat here dy. I say ok.We walk together to canteen 1 and eat. He buy bread and told me that is for supper .I say so fast ready for supper. I say not eat lunch ma. he say rest first later eat ba. He ask me why take so less.Eat like so suffer.too many vegie. I say I just simply take.He say he will go and take ,give some meat to me. He buy drink for me.He invites me to drink but then I think is sweet. I ask what's this.He say I don't know.haven't try before so order this. Then he really give me some meat to eat. He sit beside me. We talking a lot. I ask him then where's his other friend.he say he told one of the groupmate that he didn't go. He wants to give them surprise. so didn't go in citc. We walk to the fair. I say canteen 2 there have..isit that. after a while,he ask me whether have anything want to buy.I say don't know. if nothing to buy, you can go out and wait for me.I go out and just look around.He back here.I say so fast de. he told me that he want to buy harddisk but is expensive.then ask friend how much they buy. maybe later or tomorrow go ask negotiate the price to lower. He wants to put the movie, drama in the harddisk.When friends want, he can give. He can keep.If watch ,then delete will be waste. I'm thinking I'm like that de. He say maybe is here not sport complex. We walk together down to bus stop there then we walk out to citc.He ask me whether can help him to use my jacket to bring his bun in.I say ok la..He straight away talk with them and sit with the other girl.One girl who playing game. He didn't greet me then like that lock door. I feel sien. I walk back to bus stop.sms him I back first.After few minutes only he reply.ok,btw tq very much..When gk bus come,I saw wangsa bus oso there.I saw his two friend and he go in.Then I sms him tell him this.I oso go in gk bus. When in traffic light,wangsa bus and gk bus is near each other.When turn green,then they go wangsa and we go gk.I ask him what they say when he say bun is for them .he say they oredi post in group that they eat mcd and he late dy and he didn't see the post.I feel great to be with him. He grab my arm when he saw a car is coming.I only realized.After that he back to normal. I think I cannot think too much about him.We are just friend. See whether next time have chance to eat with you.

18/3/2014

I study sm for half day then after that do ques for tax.I suddenly think of want ask him to dinner together.So,I sms him. He say he body painful so he didn't go for discussion and sleep at home.We sms lots then he say where are u now?I say I'm at gk home.He say no need so mafan la. Need by bus go tbr. When u are at college,then we eat together lo. I say tomorrow morning I have class.He say then tomoro la. U go eat first r,cannot hungry .I say ok,I normally is tapau because my housemate them also like this. He say better not to tapau many times because the plastic is chemical not good for health. I say ok.I keep in mind. I go down first lo.I forgot what I sms him.He reply me.When I back,I only saw and reply.I say I dinner first lo.u?He say he watching movie will eat later. His cousin go to friend's house dy. He say no need inform him that I'm eating. eatla he say I so cute de la.He say that time many people there. I say tomoro r..He say okla..I ask him when need to pass pendrive to him, he say no need dy.he already save in his pendrive.He will give me tml.I ask full episode r,He say yea..relax and eat ur food la.Then I ok la..After eat..do tax ques.I didn't chat with him after that.

17/3/2014

Today, I go early to the citc.The place where we are having tutorial class upstair.This is because I saw Eric's post  that FDM: Mr Soo's comment

Since Mr Lam claim that he will share Mr Soo's comment on how to enhance our report writing on Monday, thus Mr Thye urges us, in fact everyone of us including group 1, 2 and 3 students to come on Monday tutorial (17Mar). So that group 3 students will have the same pace as other groups to amend their reports. While the Saturday (22Mar) tutorial class will be reserved for Q&A session.It may not enough seat for all.I still sit at the first row. 

I look around and I didn't see he's there.Then I think maybe he not come or he late.I don't care first.I concentrate on what's the tutor saying. He mention about he give us one exercise.This is to improve our presentation skill. he ask us to write one place,one action and career.Then, try to make a presentation using these words. the first row came first.The left side start first then only my side. I'm the last one to do at the first row because I'm thinking about talking what. When it's my turn, I just say smthg about doctor at citc and daydreaming..I'm now not really remember what I have said.That time I seen to just look in front .It's to tutor. At first loud.There's one time my voice become soft ba. He ask me to speak louder.Then I speak louder.After that continue and I feel sien so go toilet lo.I don't know when he reach class. When break, I saw he talks with one guy standing outside and look down.I go there.after that they stop.the guy go away and left me and him.I change to other side.We chit chatting. He say are u nervous.I answer how u know de?He told me..aya this is just simply present de..not need so nervous. When finish class, his bag is beside my bag.so when I putting my things inside need time as there's many things.He just put some only.We talk.My leader told me that they went to paparich there eat.ask me to go there later. He tells me to go with them.He will go with his friends.

   I say I have book discussion room for 6 persons at citc at 4pm.Leader say okla..While waiting the room,we find some place outside..sofa there..we can put our labtop there and discuss.3.57pm like that they ask me to go there ask which room.I go ask..the person say to me after 3 minutes at 118 room. We start to pack our things and bring thing there.I saw he and his groupmate oso go in discussion room.They also book at 4pm. The time for those who use the room is up then they tidy their thing and we go inside. I'm thinking to sit where. They already take place. I sit beside leader. See Jun that time is with me.He comes in oso and simply talk. Leader I think make joke ba..about become spy..he say he being pull in. after that he go out.I feel I don't know what to do.It is because need leader to check but then she have no time to check. I just search smthg and fb see . I look at their room see whether he's there.I didn't see him. I thought he went out dy. I just see his other friends. I saw sometimes he go out will pass by our room. Then we greet. After that, I don't know when he comes in and then he talk with me. then he say can let him sit there.We share one chair because there's one chair inside is use by my friend to put thing. he ask me what I doing.I say the chart lo. then he show me use excel to do. I don't know his hand put where..didn't notice his other arm is it put behind me.the chair there.and how he sit.his leg. After a while, my group member say almost reach time dy..6.00pm. if noone use the room maybe will not chase out. He say oh ya..I ask when is his group time in.Is it same as us? CM and Diane go ask Mr.Thye about assignment.He go back and tidy his thing and go with them. We greet and say bye. I search him but he's not there.don't know where he is.Only his other friends. Hui Sian and Alicia ask me is it u two are together.It seems like both of you are together.I say no we just friend. Alicia say he seems to be rely on you. One of them ask me is it he likes you.I say I think no ba. Hui Sian ask he same age as you.I say no. He is younger than me. Will you care about age?I say a bit lo.Then Alicia say not only me like this. Then ask back her. She told us that her bf is older one year than her. Alicia say de green shirt guy we have saw in picture dy. I say nice lea. good looking. He is younger than her. When sms, he told me that he go gym with friends from 7-9pm.His hand is painful because long time no gym then gym so much.Alicia, ,Hui Sian, me and Chien Ming go to sushi bonanza. We queue for don't know how long.maybe 30-45minutes only is our turn to eat. We see Tun wong.I saw Wai Keat, Sin sin there. When our turn to eat, the seat is Tun Wong them sit there. We can take from there the roll. We enjoy eating sushi.I ask Alicia, then which to eat better. She told me the purple plate and red plate those..because normally is expensive and now is rm3 one plate. I took one red plate and ask her whether is this u say is nice and ur friend will always eat. Not sure so ask the staff.one staff say is the same.We eat only. We take those we want to eat de..They eat tempura.I didn't eat because it's prawn. I just eat the fish and others.Salmon, cheese sauce with sushi, one fried de..don't know is what but looks nice and eat oso nice, one fish and lastly the other staff take out the other fish sushi when alicia saw that.She thinks aya..being cheat by the previous staff why say that is the same.The staff ask us whether want.We all take.I eat 5 plates. It's full.When reach home, I can't do anything so resting.bath and resting. I sms see jun. fb him. chatting.chatting till we want sleep. we say good night.

First presentation

 This morning,I went to college early with friend. She wants to print out her notes.I also print out but is in the report format.We choose the seats then click and print. After that, when we finish print out ,we log off from the computer in citc. We went to the Crystal Mah's seat there. We will discuss about assignment thing.Later, Chien Ming reached.Diane and VJ also reached.Diane told us that she choose lots choose number 6 to present. We wait for our turn and see the first group went up to the room to present. Then, we ask how is it?He explained to us roughly. I saw the other members of See Jun's group but didn't see him.Then, I think maybe he will come later. I do my thing first like highlight the point how to present. When I turn my head to the left side, I saw him. I can recognise him because he wears the blue square shirt. It attracts me. I think the shirt is nice. It seems suit to him especially he wears the shirt. It seems like my group have nothing for me to do dy because the other members are doing excel.So, I stand up and went to find him to talk a while. He told me don't know how..still many haven't finish. I ask him his group is which number to present. He told me is number 5.I said 'in front of my group' .My group is number 6 to present. After that, he continue his assignment group discussion or helping them to do. I also went to the seat and see how is the progress. I ask Chien ming about the demand part. I forgot is when I sitting or standing. Not enough chair to sit so I stand. I stress my leg and bend down a while.I stand back. I don't know when he came here. He stands beside me. We talk a while. He told me don't know how.I also say still have more to do and changes. While chatting, maybe I didn't realized.He or me , we are sometimes stand near to each other then move a while out like that. I think is maybe someone ask me about something or I greet someone. Then, he went to his members side there. Maybe don't want disturb me. I finish talking dy ,I look back he's gone.I search him everywhere by looking and I saw him standing with his groupmates near Paparich the notice board there chatting. I think he follows them go have lunch. don't know when they finish lunch, they went in again and talk with Eric's group. They stand near the corner left side citc near the cupboard with books discussing assignment. I saw they went up. I saw they were upstair standing, waiting for their turn to present. When the group before them finish present, they went in and prepare to present. We went up around 12smthg or 1smthg like that. I have look inside the projector,especially when reach the part I do,I saw and think I do too long dy. They are straight to the point. I think they present well. When they finish present, lecturer and tutor gives comment. They come out and some of us ask them. I ask CJun how is it. He say just follow what you write and present.Then say, need to enter lo. Both of us wave hands to each other because he will go back dy and I'm going to present. He said you may feel anxious and nervous. We enter in and start from introduction by me just a opening. I don't know why I read all so become time overuse and I think I'm not good. Sounds soft,not loud enough. We didn't practice,rehearsal estimate the time we use. The tutor told us some group may get high marks some low. As for us, we are just marginal pass that is nearly fail,it's dangerous.especially for the presentation part. In the final presentation, I'm sure will not happen this thing. I will avoid and try my best not to be the one to let whole group low marks. I don't like wait long time to pay resit bill. I happy to see you CJun. When I saw you are close with female friends by touching shoulder or what, I will dislike and chi chu. I don't know it's you think it's normal because you are familiar with them or what. I feel like my heart will beats faster will seeing you. My heart will be melt when talking to you. Your voice makes me feel calm and want to rely on you. I tell myself not to do this. This is because it is not possible to be with you. You are younger than me one year. If I will same age as you, maybe can. I don't want you too tired.You need to sleep enough. I miss the time we both are in the library discussion room discuss about tax. It seems not possible from now onwards.

6/3/2014

6/3/2014
   This morning I went to replacement tutorial class at 9am. When I reach the room, I thought it's him wearing pink shirt.Then, I don't care and take my thing to sit at my seat there. We wait for the class to start.After that, the class started. I went out to take jacket because I feel cold. I saw it's his friend wearing in pink,Kok Hong. I listen to tutor and follow his instruction.After some time, I heard door open then I think it's who late dy. I turn to back and only saw him.I only know he just came. While there is some time given by tutor to let us do the exercise and also to ask question, he went in front and seems like search for something.I just listen to what tutor told the other group about the assignment but not really understand.He's there. He is just beside me. I have ask lecturer about the part that I responsible for the assignment. SJ ,he told me that he thought is 10am class and when he came here, he saw Tun Wong and other eating so he think haven't start yet. He's late. We chat a while then also go in own assignment group and discuss. When nearly finish class, because the tutor told us can leave dy if nothing to ask. Then ,some of them leave.He came in front and ask me whether finish class dy.I told him ya unless you have something to ask tutor and lecturer. Then, he say nothing to ask so he also prepare to go back. Alicia said to me that he is so depend on you .I have nothing to say.I just say he maybe not sure ba. I saw he go out with his assignment group members. My leader want to finish excel file first then only back because she thinks go back she don't know how to do out. I went to toilet first .When I walk out, I saw he is so blur. His friend told him "your bag is there ".Then, he only realized and found his bag. I went to toilet.After I go to class, he went back with his friends dy. I don't know whether he is go discuss assignment and doing assignment with the other members or he just walk back home(TBR). I stay in Citc with my other members and ask things.One member ask leader to check her work. I show how I do to my LCM. He told me that you should understand the law and not just quote the Act from there. That time I so tired because not enough sleep.As for time concern because if e-mail to tutor it's late, he suggest to me and leader that he take the demand part and I just do forex part because I seems unable to handle both.It's seems difficult task.Then, my leader ask him you ok with that?He say ya because that is I teach to her.I also let him to do because I feel so stress to handle two parts. LCM he went back his friend's house sleep first to gain energy as his key to his room is lost. He needs to find solution to enter his room. Leader also back home and I say because I have class at 5pm so I will stay there. That's why I will be more tired than those who didn't repeat.I  was at college from 9smthg in the morning to 9smthg at night.I need to study tax for the cw test 2. Now need to rush assignment first as need to submit by Monday. Until here la.I either will sleep or rush assignment dy.See Jun, you are my motivation. We support each other. I hope I'm your good friend or best friend and not bad friend.I will happy to see you.

SJ

Last two days, I had chat with him.Feel happy to chat with him.He also tired dy and me too.So, we just say nite and off fb. Yesterday ,I saw him on fb but I didn't find him to chat.It's because I have to do research for group assignment and he also need to do assignment.

This morning, I went to college just to collect book voucher and print sfm past year ques and answer with friend. She went to canteen and I went back home.While I was waiting for college bus at the bus stop, I saw his friends and him.They are walking together.I guess they have made appointment together.I know their name.I sitting there nothing to do but when I turn around my head then saw them.He also saw me.His two friends went first then he is sitting down beside me and talk with me.He ask me didn't go donate blood.I say I can't la.I ask him whether he collect book voucher dy.he say ya.He ask me no class today,I replied ya.when have class,if for repeat class,it's monday,tuesday and thursday night.He say so kelian.I didn't reslized when he put his hand around my shoulder my right side.I just concentrate talking with him and look at him.I say tired too. I say I come just to collect book voucher after that nothing to do,I ask him what can I do,he say go back.I ask him eat dy..want to eat together?He say he have group discussion about assignment with them..oo..They went to book a room for discussion of assignment. After that, he say he had to go first.I say okla with not happy face but also have to let him go because he need to discuss assignment more important thing to do as I also need to do assignment.He remove his hand away from my shoulder and walk away.I just continue to wait bus to go back.I didn't look where he is going to.I think I not dare to see him walk past me.Few minutes more, bus arrived and I saw Alicia's friend then sit with her and talk a while. I don't know  why I can't stop thinking about him.Sometimes I think why I like you.Is it feel or your appearance? I happy when I see you and can talk with you. In front of you,I become more soft. Even other close friend I also not soft with him, but he say he not eat hard but is soft. I know I must concentrate in studies ,doing assignment.So, till here only.I need to do assignment.