Lilian

Pass subjects..

2011-08-11T00:48:00.001-07:00

yea...I finally pass..Now need to focus on the final...All subjects must be allocate time well...Hope can study well in each subjects...I also must do well in this ICDM subject...

Bad mood...

2011-08-10T18:16:00.000-07:00

Haiz..these few days is bad days...I wonder why others can pass in their coursework but mine always not good.My assignment marks not good then my test not good and fail..some low marks than me but their assignment marks high then they pass.How come can't let me pass.They are worse than me but they pass...It should not be like this and some go cheating n get pass..I really upset with this..I feel sad too..I hope n must the assignment juz few marks only...the tutor can allocate for me..If not,I really need repeat..I don't want repeat again....HATE REPEAT...She should let us see what's our worng and explain to us how to get it..n not juz u fail..need make good..Should explain which wrong..how to correct them...This will let them understand...I'm one of the victim...Last minutes say fail..need make good...I don't like this feeling...n experience...All pass and I fail..It's not fair...they cheat and they pass..MUST PASS..I gt do revision..must pass...have enough time to revise...all subjects...

Bad moods...

2011-08-10T03:20:00.001-07:00

THese few days are bad days..WHy they can pass and I still fail?THey cheat n they pass..I fail because low assignment marks and low test marks..some lower than me pass because they have high assignment marks...I'm really do not want to repeat again...Just few marks...I hope she can give me.she can let me pass..n I really don't know why she didn't give back the test paper to us..to explain each questions..Let us know which one we are wrong..and how to correct it..Last minutes inform fail..need make good..I'm one of the victim..THey cheat and pass..really...must pass this coursework...Don't want repeat again..I'm hate this feeling and experience...Why must do this to me...All pass and I fail...cannot...THey can pass y I fail...must pass...NO REPEAT..HATE REPEAT...I don't like this subject...Ish...Angry and sad....

The same thing happen again

2010-07-28T19:21:00.000-07:00

Why this happen again to me?

No one tell me that the class had been canceled earlier,makes me go there then no one there.I hate this.........I'm sick of this...always like this de...didn't inform me....I'm tired....last semester..also like this...now also like this...wasting my time only...sweating ....hot...ish....don't like...don't like...angry.....

Deyon's birthday celebration

2010-04-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

15 April 2010

Today,after the exam,we whole class go to pizza hut at genting kelang to celebrate teck ann's birthday.This is the first time I join my classmates to celebrate birthday.Some of our classmates not going due to some reasons.

There's 16 persons celebrate deyon's birthday.Female classmates have Geok teng,sing loi,zi wei,xing yee,yan yee,shu ying,michelle ong,siew yong,xhin yi and wen jean.Guys are chu how,chong kiat,wai chee and wei keat.We girls go to the sweetly cakehouse to choose cake.Then.go to pizza hut eat pizza.

He feels happy that all dac 28 helps him to celebrate his birthday.

A tiring and upset day

2010-03-25T02:52:00.000-07:00

25 mac 2010

Today,there's happen something that makes me so angry and upset.That time,it was going to have heavy rain.When I arrived the place,still no one inform me.I saw no one there.I felt strange.Then,I sms one of my classmates but no reply.Later,I call the other.

Then,he told me that the class had cancelled.He said that like before OHR tutorial class the classrape had told us but maybe I was not arrived yet.Then,he thought my friends will tell me.So,he didn't tell me.Haiz...I feel very disappointed to my friends or maybe they think I already know..

Why?Why?My classmates like that.Although I'm not so good with them,but we still are classmates.Why want to make it like that?I dislike some of them.Maybe most of them.I really hope there's better,close or good friend,classmates in my class.I feel like difficult to find close and good friends and classmates in my class.

They are not friendly at all.I dislike them.REALLY DISLIKE THEM.Why should treat me like this?I easy to get mad one.Heavy rain again.Morning hot,evening raining.MY mood also like that.Happy then angry,upset and disappointed.Need to calm down.

Chin yi Birthday

2010-03-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

23 march is chin yi's birthday.Yesterday,I was going out with felicia and june to go yam cha with chen neng.A tired day too.We met chen neng at times square.I drink at starbucks for the first time.It's coffee is expensive so normally we will not go there to have a drink or yam cha there.After that,felicia and june help to choose and buy present for chin yi.He's our hostel friend.We celebrate his birthday at ai mian zi at wangsa maju there.Then,daniel responsible to buy cake.I feel so tired that day.My class is starts at 11am until 2.30pm.Then,I have my lunch only at 2.30pm.I have to ready and go out with them.I think very rush and tired too.At night,don't know why will think about one guy's feeling about me.haiz...makes me cannot sleep then sleep late again at about 3am in the morning.

The next day,I think like been making noise by someone.I want to sleep de but see the time almost there.So,I wake up then have my breakfast.Then,prepare to attend class.

My feeling

2010-03-17T18:53:00.000-07:00

I do not like those who pretend good to me whereas they talk bad behind me.This type of people I

really look at them.In front of me,will pretend smiling to me but at the back hate me.When I

discover this,I was really hurt,sad and confused feeling.Many feeling comes out but now I will

not sad because of them I feel angry with them.However,I will proof to them that they are

wrong opinion towards me.I will let them feel regret of letting me go.I will do my responsibility

not because of them only but for my own good.I will know who treat me good and who treat me

bad.When I am angry or moody,you all better do not disturb me or else I will scold u badly.That

means the persons ask me that question he or she will be scolded by me for no reason.Yesterday

my lecturer taught that part,touch that part.the conflict and communication.double face people.I

have seen a lot for now.I feel that parents or family are the most trust people.If friends.we need

find and choose them carefully.Better trust yourself than those friends that are not trusted.No

happy memory here just left sad and angry memory.I cannot make myself suffering because of

them.I must think for my own good.Angry or sad cannot help me.Complain also no help.I must

stand up to do my responsibility.Learn things fast,catch up things fast.Do things fast.One thing I

do not like is they like last minute doing group assignments.It's not my fault,they want to be like

that.Want me to ask few times only they start doing.I a bit forgot to bring things they dislike me.

Why they are such persons?wasting my time to think this only.Better save my time and energy

to do the useful things.

Reality people

2010-03-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

Today,I want to make those who kick me out of their group to regret that I'm not as what they think.I do not like people talk behind my back.I really moody and want to change.Maybe it's my attitude problem.My tutorial class let me see clearly how reality they are.If we are not strong and confident,we cannot be together with them.We must have courage to do it.I will be responsible to do my own works that is given to me.

Moody...

2010-03-12T02:25:00.000-08:00

Today I saw my friend's profile.I read what she wrote on the wall post of facebook. After that,I suddenly feel that is it what she wants to say is me.I think a while.I did not hurt anyone before.Maybe sometimes I have hurt them but I did not realized them.I want to apologize to whom I have hurt.I really want to know the reason she write those words there.

These few days,she seems like moody or emo.I do not know why.Last time,we will like to talk together but now I do not know what happen to her,I really want to be friends with her.If she mean that I like that type of person,I really feel hurt.sometimes I am that person but actually I will not hide myself.the characteristics of mine.I have problems in grouping when there's come group assignments.I really will like to contribute but if I do not know how to do.I also cannot help.I have problems in ohr subject again.bms resit need to pay attention.Really like many things to do at the same time.When can I meet my truly best friends whom not betray me or talk at my back?Hope all can be fine again.Lord,please help me.You are the only one that I can trust beside my family.

Friends...

2010-03-05T10:59:00.000-08:00

There's one time I met some1 who I like before in canteen 1 at tar college.This is happen at last week mon 1o.30 smthg ba...when we finish lecture...next class is near there.I think if I didn't touch him or call him he won't know it's me there.How I know is him?I also saw his friend,shinI only know shin and he who is called clement.They are with their friends.I saw that the person's back like him..so I want to make sure I'm correct.I went to touch his back.du him.he turned back and saw it's me.I said ei clement ar...then he oso lilian....both of us like stunned a bit.looked at each other a while.then I go with my friends to find seat and put our bags.

While go to choose what to eat,I go to ask him ei...joyce le..he say erm..don't knowle.I actually juz want to find topic to talk only.Long time didn't see him...don't know how was him....that day saw him accidentally..I felt happy...

on wed that week,joyce told us that shin had invited her to go to watch movie with him and his friends.She wants to go but if she go,all are guys.She's the only girl.She wants someone to accompany her.She ask me whether I want to go.I'm ok.I can go with her.Actually...there another friend ask me whether want to go sing k.but I want to save money..so didn't go with them..bcause I agree to go with joyce to watch movie.she say she will ask clement to go too.

on thurs,I wake up in the morning.I just realized that clement sms me whether want to go to watch movie on this friday.Before I sleep on wed,I already checked that there's no sms.So,I go to sleep le...I replied him the next day morning...he didn't straight away reply me...I think less people will sms me there...so..I didn't bring along with me.When I came back,I check the sms.He replied me a question mark.then I told him that I mean yes.He ask me back what he's asking.he forgot dy.I told him that he ask me whether want to go to watch movie on this friday.He then got meh?He think that mayb the message long time ago dy.This friday he back hometown le.Maybe some other time if he's free,he will call me out again.After this sms,I really feel a bit not...comfortable.nan shou...I didn't reply him le.haiz...don't know whether he still like me....I that time wondered if he is the person sms me...

hmmm...don't know how now.The important thing is I need to concentrate on studies....manage my studies well first then others okle...Hope can meet the right guy and with the right guy...I hope that I will like the person who like me too...both of us like each other...one...

An enjoyable day

2010-01-28T00:15:00.000-08:00

28 january 2010

I go to sunway lagoon with my brother and his friends.They are my church friends,Kelly,Ah Hong,Joshua and Fanny who is Kelly's smaller sister.We go there play many things.We have fun there.I'm enjoying much there.Actually I already tell yurine that I can go to the boston there's someone pay for us to celebrate that the exam is over.However,there's a heavy rain at 6.35pm.If go back,also will traffic jam.It's because yurine ask me to tell my group partners that 7.15 at g.k kfc.Actually is qi qi lai steamboat,but don't know why change to kfc le.I have no choice.I can't go there.I inform yurine that I may can't go because of heavy rain in sunway.It costs me some money when I need to call her,hers is digi n that time my digi phone hav no battery.So.my maxis phone balance not much left.I go outside whole day.I feel very tired and exshausted because not enough rest or sleep before this day.I feel happy that I have a chance to go to sunway lagooon with them.It save the transport fee.Thanks,my brother for accompany me to do bank things and help me to pay the expenses.Thank you,Ah Hong for driving us to bank, sungei wang and to sunway.

The ITS subject n resit things

2010-01-23T08:28:00.000-08:00

Today,I sit the Information Technology& Systems this subject.It makes me feel so headache when see it.Many friends also said that they don't know how to do.Then,I just knew that the resit price for one subject had raise from RM80 to RM100.I really need to study hard,I cannot play again.I must in study mood and exam mood.I must know how to manage my time effectively and efficiently.I just don't want to resit again.It's expensive and waste time.Then,need to spend time on them again.

Exam

2010-01-15T05:44:00.000-08:00

I haven't finish revise but I still playing facebook.Some kinds of playing or relax ya.I also don't know why I like don't hav the mood to study.Tomoro IOM exam need to memorise finish.Don't play again,I need to be serious in my studies.I don't want to resit or repeat this subject.It will be difficult to do again and cannot graduate.It will be sad when see everyone is graduating while you are not.So better start working now.Strive for success.Gambateh...Lilian.Good luck to everyone.

A personality test

2010-01-15T05:36:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Advice to myself

2009-12-30T09:57:00.000-08:00

Now,I just need to focus on studies and the rest is not so important to me.When I can improve my studies the achievement,then only I think of the relationships.I don't like to involve in this complicated problems.I don't know why the person who like me not the person I like.It's difficult to find the right one.I do not rush to have a relationship.When it comes,then I will get it.I rather wait for the my Mr.Right to come than choosing the one that I do not love.Focus on studies firs.Lilian,gambateh.

2009-12-30T09:43:00.000-08:00

On Tuesday,I was worrying about aome matters that I have to ask my friends' opinions about that.If I accept that person's love that is to become his girlfriend,I will be suffer because I do not hav any feelings to him.So,at last,I have to reject him.Although this will make him heartbreak and sad,but I have to do that.I need to settle this problem as soon as possible.Do not let him to think that I am giving him a chance.I just think him as an ordinary friend no other things.I ask my friend who is his best friend or good friend to help me to give him hints that I have no feeling to him.This is to let him stop this thinking.This is the best solution to this problem.

My feeling and experiences

2009-12-22T10:12:00.000-08:00

This few weeks I really want to give up because many things to do.I don't know how to manage them.I felt stress and tired too.I also feel scared about many things but after all hav done I feel better now.I feel happy because I met many new friends when I studying at tarc.We always together at hostel eating,playing,chatting and discussing homework or study.It's my pleasure to have you all as my friends.They will guide me and help me when I have problems in my studies.I also happy that my share group's members and my church friends who is willing to hear my sharing.Eventhough most of the time,I don't know what to say out.

There's one time one of our share group's members invited us to go to Melaka to celebrate his birthday.It's fun and is a enjoyable day.I would like to thank him for inviting me.If not,I will not have chance to go to Melaka eventhough it's just two days one night.

A busy week

2009-12-22T09:58:00.000-08:00

Last week,I was busy with tutorial,coursework,assignments and presentations.The assignment that made me feel so difficult is IST.I really hav no idea to do my individual task for my assignment.I did that until late at night.I hav no enough sleep and rest.When I have chance to sleep longer,I slept until 2smthg at noon.I forgot we hav lunch at 12.30p.m.After that,my roommate and I do our stuff then go to church.

Ling Kae Lih:Try Your Best

2009-06-28T08:56:00.001-07:00

When I do anything,I will try my best to complete them.So,remember that you have done your best to finish everything.Remember this,try your best.

My most precious possession

2009-06-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

This is my favourite necklace.The necklace was my birthday present when I was 15 years old.This lets me think about last time when we are having fun together with friends.Now,we go to further study.All separate in different places.I like the necklace very much.Last time,my friends know that I like to wear necklace.So,they buy that necklace as a present to me.That's all about it.