6/3/2014

6/3/2014
   This morning I went to replacement tutorial class at 9am. When I reach the room, I thought it's him wearing pink shirt.Then, I don't care and take my thing to sit at my seat there. We wait for the class to start.After that, the class started. I went out to take jacket because I feel cold. I saw it's his friend wearing in pink,Kok Hong. I listen to tutor and follow his instruction.After some time, I heard door open then I think it's who late dy. I turn to back and only saw him.I only know he just came. While there is some time given by tutor to let us do the exercise and also to ask question, he went in front and seems like search for something.I just listen to what tutor told the other group about the assignment but not really understand.He's there. He is just beside me. I have ask lecturer about the part that I responsible for the assignment. SJ ,he told me that he thought is 10am class and when he came here, he saw Tun Wong and other eating so he think haven't start yet. He's late. We chat a while then also go in own assignment group and discuss. When nearly finish class, because the tutor told us can leave dy if nothing to ask. Then ,some of them leave.He came in front and ask me whether finish class dy.I told him ya unless you have something to ask tutor and lecturer. Then, he say nothing to ask so he also prepare to go back. Alicia said to me that he is so depend on you .I have nothing to say.I just say he maybe not sure ba. I saw he go out with his assignment group members. My leader want to finish excel file first then only back because she thinks go back she don't know how to do out. I went to toilet first .When I walk out, I saw he is so blur. His friend told him "your bag is there ".Then, he only realized and found his bag. I went to toilet.After I go to class, he went back with his friends dy. I don't know whether he is go discuss assignment and doing assignment with the other members or he just walk back home(TBR). I stay in Citc with my other members and ask things.One member ask leader to check her work. I show how I do to my LCM. He told me that you should understand the law and not just quote the Act from there. That time I so tired because not enough sleep.As for time concern because if e-mail to tutor it's late, he suggest to me and leader that he take the demand part and I just do forex part because I seems unable to handle both.It's seems difficult task.Then, my leader ask him you ok with that?He say ya because that is I teach to her.I also let him to do because I feel so stress to handle two parts. LCM he went back his friend's house sleep first to gain energy as his key to his room is lost. He needs to find solution to enter his room. Leader also back home and I say because I have class at 5pm so I will stay there. That's why I will be more tired than those who didn't repeat.I  was at college from 9smthg in the morning to 9smthg at night.I need to study tax for the cw test 2. Now need to rush assignment first as need to submit by Monday. Until here la.I either will sleep or rush assignment dy.See Jun, you are my motivation. We support each other. I hope I'm your good friend or best friend and not bad friend.I will happy to see you.

SJ

Last two days, I had chat with him.Feel happy to chat with him.He also tired dy and me too.So, we just say nite and off fb. Yesterday ,I saw him on fb but I didn't find him to chat.It's because I have to do research for group assignment and he also need to do assignment.

This morning, I went to college just to collect book voucher and print sfm past year ques and answer with friend. She went to canteen and I went back home.While I was waiting for college bus at the bus stop, I saw his friends and him.They are walking together.I guess they have made appointment together.I know their name.I sitting there nothing to do but when I turn around my head then saw them.He also saw me.His two friends went first then he is sitting down beside me and talk with me.He ask me didn't go donate blood.I say I can't la.I ask him whether he collect book voucher dy.he say ya.He ask me no class today,I replied ya.when have class,if for repeat class,it's monday,tuesday and thursday night.He say so kelian.I didn't reslized when he put his hand around my shoulder my right side.I just concentrate talking with him and look at him.I say tired too. I say I come just to collect book voucher after that nothing to do,I ask him what can I do,he say go back.I ask him eat dy..want to eat together?He say he have group discussion about assignment with them..oo..They went to book a room for discussion of assignment. After that, he say he had to go first.I say okla with not happy face but also have to let him go because he need to discuss assignment more important thing to do as I also need to do assignment.He remove his hand away from my shoulder and walk away.I just continue to wait bus to go back.I didn't look where he is going to.I think I not dare to see him walk past me.Few minutes more, bus arrived and I saw Alicia's friend then sit with her and talk a while. I don't know  why I can't stop thinking about him.Sometimes I think why I like you.Is it feel or your appearance? I happy when I see you and can talk with you. In front of you,I become more soft. Even other close friend I also not soft with him, but he say he not eat hard but is soft. I know I must concentrate in studies ,doing assignment.So, till here only.I need to do assignment.

Dream

Yesterday sleeping then today wake up in the morning.I don't know why I will have a dream about someone.The dream is he and I at the hall, we are watching show.Then we contacted and he come and find me.That time his friends also find him so we go to find them together.It seems like something important that they need to discuss.Then, they discuss lo.I just listen but don't know what happen.After settle thing, he  bring me to one stall.He buy ABC to eat and drink and ask me whether want to eat together.I refuse because I can't drink cold things.He meet his other friend ,she also buy ABC drink and we sit together.After that ,we tapau food but we see less food dy.He told me still gt some food just few only. He 'pegang' my hand and walk together.He does not want me to walk lost and to be with him.I feel sweet and nice.However, this is just a dream.I suddenly wake up from dream and realized this is not true.Why I have this dream?See Jun, he is younger than me one year.How can I like him and be together with him? I just take it as like only. cannot be more.I know we can't.My friend say you are so soft.As a guy, you will difficult to find gf.

fake person

I can realized and see something from some of you. If you are good and not talk behind me, I will treat you well too but if let me know about you backstep me and talk behind me, you better watch up. I hate those fake persons. I'm now don't want to think about these useless things.Better concentrate for final exam that is coming soon. I hope I can do well at least pass for the subjects. SFM MGT I hope that I can pass.

Issue of assign presentation for assignment sm

Why they did this to me?I also got contribute, okay. The presentation they balance but I'm only have introduction.Don't you all think that it's not balance.Intro can only present about 2 minutes. Other group they present intro also have present some of other parts but you all present all. Then, you all want to let me get low marks and die is it. I'm thinking why I'm so stupid to listen to you all, just present introduction. I'm not as clever and 'jiao hua' as you all. You all think I don't know what you all thinking? I know you say I just present introduction what will be okay? The tutor will be asking why I'm present only this. My individual presentation marks will be low because you all cause it like this. My ideas been stolen but you say I didn't contribute. Now, you didn't say clearly to me that you all have discussion that day and say I didn't come.If I know, I will come. You all seriously don't want me to participate so become like this and blame me la. I just comfort him that I have settle this problem but actually I'm just doing introduction part. I'm really hate and dislike this assignment group members. All like doing nothing and just know cause me fail assignment. Play,play, play. You say you help me when the tutor ask question but I don't think you can help me. It will lessen my marks. My marks already low then you let me do this introduction presentation only. Why I assign to this group argh? Other group they assign better than this. One friend she only do introduction but then she also get to present other part also. Why my assignment group members are like this? They are selfish and no manner. I'm really don't want my marks affected because of this. I hope that their presentation will be low marks and not good because they didn't assign a part for me. It should be have a part for me to present.Next semester assignment, I don't want to be in this assignment group. They are so bad. Last semester, IM assignment group still okay, but this semester I don't know why assign me to this group. I think will be better but it's not. They are bad. It's worse. Lord, please help me.I don't know to be threated by them. I don't want my presentation marks lower than them because of this. They are so bad. I hope you can help me to let them know to change. Let me do some part and not say to me ' we split part already and it's balance .if plus you, it will not balance.'Thinking of this make me mad. I rather not having this group assignment members.

Madness

Why some of you can do that? I just play a while because see some of you doing nothing and facebook also been say.Some of you also playing game.This still consider assignment discussion?I follow your time.I feel so suffer.I don't like you act cute(O).You are not cute at all.It is geli. You still have time to write those noncense to them and not discuss assignment in the one group assignment that one of you create.Why don't just say out? Really two face people. Why I always meet these kinds of people?I don't know what to find so I just open facebook lo..then continue see what to find.I try to listen to your conversation about discussion.I didn't know everything of these.The friends who block me.Both of you have problems.So,if you want post file to fa repeat, you want make me fail and don't get the file.Is it?I rather take myself rather than you post and I can't see the file. I'm not trust anyone. I just trust some people. My family is the best. They won't do that to me. Talk noncense so good wor. Why don't come out and solve the problem? Why I feel like so pressure? Some of you just know how to talk but don't know explain and teach. You are so selfish. I don't like to become follower of don't know how you all doing. I know you are so friend with them. So, you want them believe you. I think this is the way you take to use lo. The first you say you don't like her, then suddenly so friend with her. Your motive is to use her and friend with other. You are so fake.You all like to chat behind me in the group page you create. so fei la..if there's some link,why can't let me know? I don't know why some of you like this say me but didn't let me know the importance of link if can use related to assignment. I'm not believe only one. There maybe few but you hide there.If you continue to be like this, you will meet person who more arrogant than me. I consider ok dy..I just don't like you talk behind me and act good in front of me.If your group separate, I think is better but I don't want to group with some of you all.Don't simply say only but didn't do anything.Play game la.I hope will not be in the same assignment group with them after this sub.

1 sept my flight from kl to labuan

On 1 sept 2013, I have wake up early and pack my luggage for the things that have not put in. After that, my brother fetch me to kl central at 9.30am. When I reach kl central, I went to find the bus. That time I was a bit confused where is it. Luckily, I have found the bus at last. Then, this is the first time I went to lcct by sky bus by myself. As I want faster, so the bus also will go to lcct soon, then I bought the bus ticket and find a seat inside and wait for the bus to go. Around 11am like that I reach Lcct, then I went to see whether I can put my luggage on baggage drop counter. Then, I still can't. I called see jun what time is his flight. He say is 4pm and 12pm only want go out by bus.I stand at some place near mcd then wait for the time but feel so bored then walk here walk there see things. I saw it's 11.30am and I so bored and hungry. Then I went in mcdonald there and buy Mcchicken burger and french fries to eat. This is already rm9.95 as this is in airport. I met Ah Heng and his family there. Ah Heng asked me going back where, then I answer I'm going back labuan. I saw he with his family so I didn't want disturb him. I find seats and put my things there..and go wash hand then eat. I try whether I can use the alcatel phone to fb but can't. Then, I use labtop to fb and post status. I estimate I eat until 12smthg. 12smthg after I finish eat, I wash hand and I leave. I went to see whether I can drop my luggage at the counter. Then, I saw can so I faster scan my luggage and then drop my luggage at the luggage drop counter. After that, I come out. This time I met my coursemate from group 3. They are Nelson Tan, Clement Goh and Loke Beng Yong from Sabah branch. Then, I talk with them a while. They need to check in dy. So, I stand aside and wait. After that, they come out. I find them .I also told them I bored as arrive early.Clement Goh and his friend told me there's problem to check in as help friend to buy thing. It's overweight a lot. Mafan them to go Kepong there to go specific shop to buy the monitor those things. Mafan their friend to fetch them go here go there. oh ya..there's one friend with them also back kk but I don't know who is him. At this time, we met Chong Kiat and See Jun. Nelson Tan them went to talk with Chong Kiat but as for me I went to find See Jun to talk. I was feeling excited and happy when I met him there. Then, we chat a while and he ask me when is my flight I told him it was 1.50pm then I was early arrive and don't know what to do..is bored. Then, they will need to go check in dy. So, I bye with him. After that, I was with Clement Goh them, they busy settle that stuff of overweight. I was just standing there and his friend don't know went to where when Clement Goh ask me. I was just waiting to go inside. After that, I don't know they talk about what then Clement mention that ask me I'm from Labuan. Beng Yong went to help me check whether I can go in but still can't so I also talk with them. 1.15 or 1.20pm like that I go and check ,can dy. Beng Yong so fast wave to me say bye and I was going there and say goodbye to them. After scan my bag, I went in and find whether I can boarding in that gate. Although it mention can, they are checking the ticket but after that they told us to sit down and wait because of some problems. That time the sky looks dark and want to rain. So, we wait.The person told us that 2.20pm like that can boarding. I was certainly feel bored because wait and wait.I have no friend go back with me. I sms see jun that so bored. Then, he replied me that not yet fly. I say yes.they ask us to wait. Then, he reply they also wait. Then I sms with him for a while.When I can boarding, I normally will off the phone but I wait until his reply but not yet. So, need to fly dy, I have to off phone. Btwn the guy sot beside me looks like a working adult, we have chat a while. He's from kl. He's asking me whether is local labuan. Then, I said yes.You studying in which college? Tarcollege. Then after that, just talk for some and I took my book and read for few pages. However, after that, I feel tired then I put the book in bag and sleep.When I reach labuan at 5.30pm, I open hp to check whether he replied my sms.Yes, he was. I only reply him at 6.30pm whether he arrived langkawi dy.6.35pm he reply me he just arrived. Then, I sms him oo..okla.enjoy ur holiday ba.Then he oso reply me tyty.u too. This is my first time met coursemates at lcct. I feel great especially I met See Jun. If I also can go for a trip with u, then it will be great. See Jun and other coursemates, see u all when semester open.