Finance make good test

Lilian , you should concentrate in your studies and not always relax or play. Remember that you need to prepare for you Finance make good test. You already have a very bad results. This time you must put a lot of efforts on it. No matter what you must pass the subject. I also hope that FR subject I can pass. I just want to pass. I hope that what ever I study, I could understand and remember. I know how to answer in the test.

Become good friend back

Yesterday,Wednesday..we met at the canteen 1.That time I was going to buy the food to eat and he was already bought the food in pack to eat in the class as he will have his class at 12.30pm. This is because he worry not enough time to eat there so he bought and ate in class as the lecture finish late. I actually didn't want to bother him just greet with him but he talked with me. He said sorry to me about the Monday case. I thought I need to miss call him ma but then he didn't sms me or what. It makes me feel that I waste miss call money for RM0.18 for 2 times being deducted and the other is because I call him I just reload that time and lose rm0.45 dy. He thought I lose many but I have told him about this. He said ayo just this much ma. This make me scared that you have lose a lot.hmm..ya,just this much but I feel not good ma about this. Then, we become normal good dy. I have ask about his post. He said that was his things. He will settle by himself. I also just oo...ok. Then, he ask me you no need buy food ma..Ya hor, I almost forgot dy. Then we end conversation and I went to buy food to eat and he went to class. When I go buy food, Ah Guang I don't know what he talk to him. I don't know why when I saw him not happy I also feel not happy. Then he post many emo stuff. I don't know how to help him. Only he can help himself. See Jun, you need to jia you o. I will help you if I can help. You have to set aside those sad things and back to the finance make good test. You can have better choice of gf. She not appreciate you, that is her loss. I will be with you whenever I can. That's why I'm concern for you and will feel angry or what emotion when you do what things.

Bad feeling

I feel that I was doing more things than I need to do. I thought he ask me to miss call him every time when there is morning lecture as he scare that he can't wake up.hmm..there's one time I have make the miss call and he sms me that he wake up.The second time is because there's test I don't want him to wake up late so I miss call him and he accept the call.He told me that he has wake up dy that is because he just sleep for few hours and study. He only back to his hometown on Saturday. On Monday morning, I miss call him thought that he will attend the lecture but he only accept after many calls. He told me that he has ask me to call him meh? When I heard this, really my heart not feel good. He ask me not to call him if after few call he not accept. Then I was hurt and angry,I decide not to bother him. As one of my friends told me,no need bother him. It has waste my time and my handphone money. I don't know why the Atm machine in school is out of service and my pocketmoney just left not much. I don't know can last for one day or two days. I hope tomorrow I go to school, the Atm machine is become normal and my card also no problem. When I ask him about what his post the day before, he doesn't want to tell me about that. He really make me worry of him but also hurt. I think of he might be emo or sad when he post those things. Why? I don't know what happen to me. I feel like I want to have freedom and become single. My friend , can you please don't ignore me? This is the first time I wear dress to school but you are not there. So, I don't care what other people think of. Although many friends feel surprise that why I will wear casual dress to school, I just say I feel want to wear then wear. My friends told me that wear like this is ma fan as we need to wait for bus or what.We need to care of not zhou guang. Yes, I also think of that too..so I will really less wear dress. Some say u wear like this like u want show off that u are rich.Then, I wonder wear like also rich? but also got points.So, I will wear t-shirt and jeans like that to school. See Jun, u not coming , u not appreciate is ur lost. Next time, u will not see it dy. I'm now have a bit feeling of hate you. I will not want to see you. I decide to study at home not going college and revise for test. I was thinking are you think of your that girl's friend. She not care u but then u still put in a relationship. She lost u dy and u also lost her. Both of u cannot be together. There's will be a better girl for you. You need to discover by yourselves.

see jun

8/6/2013

I see a post from see jun on facebook ..he wrote about I will always pray for you,you this slutty bitch..then there's his friends go n like his post that is the current status.I feel strange want to know what happen to him.then I decide to sms him..he no reply me for long time.then call him and miss call him.then 11.43pm like that he only sms me say that sorry that he has no mood to reply or answer me,please just leave him alone.He wanna calm down himself.then I was late to see his sms so didn't response to his message.since he's like this,then I also don't bother him.I also just study and study finish then sleep.I don't know who he's refer to.or he is talking about other friends.but then content is about the girl who has boyfriend but still find him. isit?I  hope he doesn't refer to me.I didn't tell him anything about this.normally he will reply my sms or answer my call..n will fb.he become very weird.but I don't dare to ask him or find him.how come..on thurs,fri,

he still normal.but on sat he become like this.is he go and check something about the girl's status.or he juz know that the girl has boyfriend or is it about the girl that he likes has boyfriend.last time when he ask me about that,I already feel strange.I ask him back did u tell the girl about u like her and want her to be your girlfriend.Have u both go out together or meet at one place?He reply looks like no.hmm..then I wonder maybe the girl didn't know.Then,how come you are in a relationship?see jun,I really hope that you are happy.but don't push me away from you.We are friends.I will help you no matter what.We should help each other. Eventhough I can help solve your problems,but I will give u some advise and discuss together.I hope he will tell me what happen to him when he wants to tell me.

Pass subjects..

yea...I finally pass..Now need to focus on the final...All subjects must be allocate time well...Hope can study well in each subjects...I also must do well in this ICDM subject...

Bad moods...

THese few days are bad days..WHy they can pass and I still fail?THey cheat n they pass..I fail because low assignment marks and low test marks..some lower than me pass because they have high assignment marks...I'm really do not want to repeat again...Just few marks...I hope she can give me.she can let me pass..n I really don't know why she didn't give back the test paper to us..to explain each questions..Let us know which one we are wrong..and how to correct it..Last minutes inform fail..need make good..I'm one of the victim..THey cheat and pass..really...must pass this coursework...Don't want repeat again..I'm hate this feeling and experience...Why must do this to me...All pass and I fail...cannot...THey can pass y I fail...must pass...NO REPEAT..HATE REPEAT...I don't like this subject...Ish...Angry and sad....

The same thing happen again

Why this happen again to me?

No one tell me that the class had been canceled earlier,makes me go there then no one there.I hate this.........I'm sick of this...always like this de...didn't inform me....I'm tired....last semester..also like this...now also like this...wasting my time only...sweating ....hot...ish....don't like...don't like...angry.....